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Monday, October 19, 2015

S-B-Stressss

Hola from the sunny and beautiful California!!

Here I am studying the Bible for 9 months, and I arrived here just 3 weeks ago, we dived straight into Genesis and learning how to do the homework. We had 3 days of classes for Genesis, looking at history, who wrote the book, who it was written to, significance of certain passages etc. It's been so interesting to see patterns, and just to gain general information like who Genesis was written to (The Israelites). God had to kick out Adam and Eve from the garden because if they ate from the tree of life after the tree of good and evil they would have actually ended up living forever, so God kicking them out was actually a kindness. 
I had no idea.

After the first week I essentially wrote a 60 page commentary on Genesis, about the history, about what patterns meant to the original reader and how I can apply the truths to my life. Last week we were studying Exodus and it's crazy to see such personal and specific laws and commandments being given to the Israelites after they've been brought out of Egypt. The Israelites were enslaved in Egypt for hundreds of years, surrounded by Egyptian culture and religions, so going from hundreds of gods to just one God who is relational and personal would have been such a shock for the Israelites.
God also really emphasises that the 7th day of the week needs to be a rest day which after being enslaved and told by Pharaoh (who was God to the Egyptians) that they had to do back breaking work would have been so contradictory. I'm learning so many things because I am studying each passage so in depth, I'm seeing patterns and repetition and things are clicking whereas whenever I read Genesis and Exodus before I never understood anything really.

Now we are studying Leviticus and my thoughts most of the day are 'it just doesn't make sense'..
1. because it takes time to really understand the verses and what they mean..
and 2. because why would God want to come and live with his sinful, unfaithful people? I guess the only logical reason would be because of pure, holy love that seeks relationship and connection. It doesn't make sense.

SBS is blowing my mind. I feel like everything I thought I knew about God before is only a tiny fraction of who he actually is. and we're only 3 books in. I'm learning really deep truths, and I am seeing God in a new light and I respect him so much more!!!

I really know SBS is a crucial time of training and learning for me right now. I am so thankful to be here even though the work is tiring and long. And I want to say thank you again for everyone who helped send me here and who believed in me! I know it's already life changing!!! =]







our really accurate replications of the tabernacle 



Friday, September 4, 2015

BHX -> LAX

Hey friends!



These past few weeks have been tres busy but its been great! I finished work and then soon after my best friend Hannah from New Zealand came to visit which which was so amazing! We went to Bristol to see some friends, came back home and did lots of nothing and then went to Ireland & N. Ireland (Dublin & Belfast) for a few days, it was beautiful! 








Currently I'm very exhausted but energised knowing that my plans for the next few months are exactly what I'm meant to be doing. This past year being home has been challenging for a number of reasons- a mentally and emotionally draining but very rewarding job, having a lot of my friends leave to start on adventures of their own, learning how to fundraise and mentally preparing myself that I'm going to live overseas for at least a year of my life, etc. However I've seen the goodness of the Lord over every detail of every challenge, discomfort, pain, growth and change. I've learned the power of choice, love and forgiveness. I've personally seen the redemption and change that having a relationship with Jesus brings. I'm able to wake up in the morning and not hate myself, I know that I am loved, that I am valued and that I am able to influence people through my actions and words which is a huge responsibility that I want to continue to honour the Lord in. There is so much more that I can learn and I know this is just the beginning. 




I only have a few days left in England until I depart on my adventure to the west coast of the US of A. I am so excited and ready to go and study and learn. I've worked my butt off, and I've been given nearly $4000 towards this trip, which makes me want to cry because I don't deserve that kindness and grace. So thank you to everyone who has believed in me and chose to selflessly give towards my trip. I still need about £650 to pay off the whole school in full ($1000) which is amazing as that is 9 months paid for! If you'd like to support me in my walk through the Bible then please don't hesitate to talk to me :) I mean, I need to find out why a young goat can't be boiled in it's mothers milk?! 



All my love, Elisa <3